well today wasnt a good day for eating. LOL! i wouldnt call it s much binge eating, but if ya look at it, it was. for lunch i gave in and ate a veggie and cheese personal pizza, the whole thing, came home ate a yogurt cup, and handful of marshamallows, a square of hersey's chocolate with peanutbutter, more marshmallows, then dinner (with more sour cream than i usually allow myself) some strawberries and bananas with whipped cream... and like 2 more mini marshmallows. =O all from like noon to 6 sporatically! was i depressed? no. did i feel bad after? no. do i feel crappy now? not really. its just man did i have bad cramps today and a way i have learned to deal with it is to eat a lot of dairy and munch almost nonstop! and since i dont have any healthy snacks right now, i really just grabbed what ever was in sight. D: so horrible! why do my cravings get so bad!? geeze!
if it werent for the fact that i'd need to get a pap smear to get more, id SOO go back on the pill right now. it really helped me deal with all these side effects of the horrible thing called menstration! **grumble grumble**
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well, at least your cat looks like an owl :)
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